The Silver Tree

2002-05-16T18:35:00.000-07:00

Which Marilyn Manson are you? Take the Which Marilyn Manson are you quiz to find out!
Quiz by Chameleon669!

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2002-05-16T18:28:00.000-07:00

Which Real World cast member are you?

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Which Angel would you be?
By Angel Falls

Who's your daddy?? Find out @ blackhole

2002-05-16T18:14:00.000-07:00

well >_> haven't been here for awhile...>_>....well not much happend here just the usual...>_>;;
well ta ta

2002-05-14T09:53:00.000-07:00

*sigh* i'm in history class....>_>;; i dun want to be here....home sleeping!
bye

2002-05-13T13:07:00.000-07:00

2002-05-13T13:06:00.000-07:00

Which Kirsten Dunst Are You?

2002-05-13T13:05:00.000-07:00

Hey, guess
what? I'm a--

What
color Yoshi are you? Come take the quiz!

2002-05-13T13:03:00.000-07:00

I'm Chuckie, who are you? by Dru & Lexi

2002-05-13T13:02:00.000-07:00

Which Rainbow Brite kid are you? By Growing.

2002-05-13T13:00:00.000-07:00

2002-05-13T12:59:00.000-07:00

which Shakira are you?

by divachop and phantomx86

2002-05-12T17:23:00.000-07:00

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Why am I always an Iris?

2002-05-12T16:45:00.000-07:00

Well not much....just really really confused. I really need some inner peace. Try to find out who I am. But I dunno if I'm ready. I just want to be somewhat happy for once. Ppl around me are unhappy and they put on these emotional masks to hide what is there. and I can literaly feel the pain. not the extent of what they feel but you can feel it coming off them. I guess this comes with being an empath. Eehh I want things good again. If they ever were. I want to have everyone happy and care free. were young we shouldn't have these problems. This should be a good time but it just causes pain! GAH! these hormones! ehhe I wish that school was over. I really can't take it any more! the constant naging! the early mornings. I am not going to collage or university! I will go insane! the work load is to much and I am too lazy! all I want is to just leave. leave and never come back!

2002-05-11T20:57:00.000-07:00

OoOoOoOoO yet more tests from selectsmart.com this one is Lord of the Rings.
#1 Galadriel
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#2 Samwise Gamgee (Sam)
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#3 Sauron
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#4 Eomer
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#5 Frodo Baggins
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#6 Gollum (Smeagol)
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#7 Lord of the Nazgul (Witch-King of Angmar)
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#8 Peregrin Took (Pippin)
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#9 Boromir
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#10 Denethor
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#11 Elrond
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#12 Eowyn (My favorite!)
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#13 Faramir
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#14 Gandalf Mithrandir
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#15 Tom Bombadil
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#16 Grima Wormtongue
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#17 Meriadoc Brandybuck (Merry)
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#18 Saruman
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#19 Barliman Butterbur
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#20 Bilbo Baggins
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#21 Gimli
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#22 Legolas
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#23 Theoden
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#24 Treebeard (Fangorn)
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#25 Aragorn (Strider)
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2002-05-11T20:38:00.000-07:00

oOoOo anyone know the movie the Princess Bride? well yet again i took a test. hehhehe I'm REALLY borad!
well l hear are my results:
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Your Results Page #1 Buttercup
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#2 Fezzik
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#3 Max the miracle dude
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#4 Prince Humperdink
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#5 Vizzini (or short bad guy)
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#6 Wesley
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#7 Count Rugen (6-fingered guy)
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#8 Inigo Montoya
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2002-05-11T20:29:00.000-07:00

I did a star wars test see my results:
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Your Results Page #1 Queen Amidala
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#2 Yoda
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#3 Qui-Gon Jinn
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#4 Anakin Skywalker
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#5 C-3PO
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#6 Jabba the Hutt
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#7 Old Obi-Wan Kenobi
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#8 Princess Leia
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#9 Captain Panaka
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#10 Darth Vader
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#11 Emperor Palpatine
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#12 Jar-Jar Binks
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#13 Lando Carlissian
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#14 Luke Skywalker
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#15 Nute Gunray
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#16 Senator Palpatine
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#17 Young Obi-Wan Kenobi
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#18 Grand Moff Tarkin
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#19 Gungan
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#20 Owen Lars
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#21 Chewbacca
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#22 Ewok
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#23 Han Solo
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#24 R2-D2
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#25 Jawa
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2002-05-11T20:08:00.000-07:00

hehehehhe...i dunno O_O;;

2002-05-11T19:58:00.000-07:00

OoOoOoO I took this test to see what medival king that I would be and here are my results:
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Your Results Page #1 William the Conqueror (1066-87) - first Norman king of England, defeater of the Saxons and bringer of the Domesday Book. Died after falling off his horse while trying to burn the town of Mantes to the ground.
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#2 Henry V (1413-22) - young, brave, strong, noble ... he beat the French at Agincourt, then managed to catch dysentry and die.
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#3 Stephen (1135-54) - usurper of the throne from its rightful heir, Empress Matilda. A brave but imprudent king, he fought a civil war, but had to come to agreement with Matilda's son, the future Henry II. He died of a surfeit of cider (I think) but what a way to go, huh?
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#4 Alfred the Great (871-899) - Saxon hero who repelled the Danes from the south of England. He was also well educated and set up schools, but his military achievements are better remembered. Died of old age.
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#5 Edward the Confessor (1042-1066) - pious but weak king who was ineffective and let his nobles rule for him. Gentle, kind, but useless. Another one who died of old age.
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#6 Richard II (1377-99) as a child defused the Peasant's Revolt, but became tyrranical and enraged the nobles. Dethroned by the Duke of Lancaster and was starved to death in prison.
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#7 Richard the Lionheart (1189-99) - Crusader king who lost to the Turks. Made famous by the Robin Hood myth. Also closet homosexual. No, really. Died after being shot by an archer while besieging the French town of Chalus
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#8 Edward II (1307-27) - a weak king, ruled by his male lovers and eventally killed by his wife, Isabella, with a red hot poker.
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#9 Richard III (1483-85) - portrayed as evil and hunchbacked by Shakespeare and also accused of killing his little nephews to become king. Died at the Battle of Bosworth in 1485. I quite like him, actually.
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#10 Henry II (1154-89) - strong king with a hot temper who ruled England and most of France. Died in bed, boringly enough.
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2002-05-11T19:43:00.000-07:00

You are Iris!!

Take the What Rose Petal Place Character Are You? Quiz!

This quiz was created by Kara

I have no clue what this is frome but nifty!

2002-05-11T19:18:00.000-07:00

Well I haven't been posting for awhile. Well I think that I should update ya'll on my life..O_o wow that sounds really weird! heh heh...well I found out that my potential dudely dude has not romantic feelings for...just feelings of friendship. *sigh* I think that I am ment to be alone or with guys that I don't really like. But I don't think that I would ever want to be with someone that I don't like...cause that wouldn't be good for either of us. *sigh* I feel so unloved! well I did really well on a progect that I thought that I would bomb on. (i got a 85%) and and...I went to see the movie "the New Guy" it was really good! I had supper with K8 and Frankie and Crissy (they are going out) and tray and Shar. Shar made awsome nacho dip! and K8 made really good lasania (sp) The movie was really good I thought that it would blow goats but to my surprise I found myself enjoying it! And then today we had lessons. It was enjoy able considering that we didn't do much....just had fun. well lessons are fun but we went to the apallo (it's a big crater thing) and it was awsome.... I climed a tree....and then had an allergy attack. then went back to annies. we watched a Jakie Chan movie...funny. then me and tray used my arm to beat up ian....then some how we gradualy went to Corey and Ian attacking Annie and I. They threw pine cones at us. then tray was all like Quoi? then I went home and well here I am!
well bye

2002-05-11T18:47:00.000-07:00

What Pattern Are You?

2002-05-11T18:36:00.000-07:00

Find your Role-Playing
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[Angel.]

hehehhehehehehe awsome!

2002-05-04T19:14:00.000-07:00

Loreena McKennitt - The mummers' dance
When in the springtime of the year
When the trees are crowned with leaves
When the ash and oak, and the birch and yew
Are dressed in ribbons fair

When owls call the breathless moon
In the blue veil of the night
The shadows of the trees appear
Amidst the lantern light

Chorus:
We've been rambling all the night
And some time of this day
Now returning back again
We bring a garland gay

Who will go down to those shady groves
And summon the shadows there
And tie a ribbon on those sheltering arms
In the springtime of the year

The songs of birds seem to fill the wood
That when the fiddler plays
All their voices can be heard
Long past their woodland days

Chorus

And so they linked their hands and danced
Round in circles and in rows
And so the journey of the night descends
When all the shades are gone

"A garland gay we bring you here
And at your door we stand
It is a sprout well budded out
The work of our Lord's hand"

Chorus (2x)

2002-05-04T19:10:00.000-07:00

Kittie
Brackish

She is not scared to die..
The best things in life drive her to cry.
Crucify then learn..
(take so much away from inside you, makes no sence,
you know he can't guide you, he's your fucking shoulder to lean on, be strong!)
Sit and watch me burn..
She's led to believe, that it be ok,
look at your face, scarred in dismay,
but times have changed, and so have you..
I think I'd rather crucify then learn
(take so much away from inside you, makes no sence,
you know he can't guide you, he's your fucking shulder to lean on, be strong!)
Sit and watch me burn..
I'd like to take you down, and show you
deep inside, my life my inner workin
so smell and lack of inner pride,
to touch upon the surface, is not for
what it seems, I take away
my problems, but only in my dreams.
(take so much away from inside you, makes no sence,
you know he can't guide you, he's your fucking shoulder to lean on, be strong!)
Crucify the learn..
(take so much away from inside you, makes no sence,
you know he can't guide you, he's your fucking shoulder to lean on, be strong!)
Crucify then learn..
Sit and watch me burn..

2002-05-04T19:07:00.000-07:00

Take a minute to
Find out
What's going on
What's going down
Take a minute to understand
What's going on inside me

And I'll take a minute to
Breakdown
And tell myself that it's all wrong
When it's real
Yah-yea-yea

One step forward two steps back
And I'm up on my feet again
One step forward two steps back
And I'm down on my knees again

And I'll throw some things around again
Not for the fun but for some pain
To make a point to make you see
What's going on inside me

And I'll take a minute to cut you up
And tell you that you are all wrong
When it's me

(Chorus)

Take a minute to
Find out
What's going on
What's going down
Take a minute to understand
What's going on around me

And I'll take a minute to
Shut my eyes
Try to cover up what I can't hide
and it's me
Yah-ya-ya

( Chorus)

And you say that I'm psychotic but that's you
I think maybe just neurotic and that's me
Bloodflame
And that's me bloodflame

I'm Your Demon
Destruction of the Universe

I'm your demon
I'm you dark side
I'm your final warning
Look up close
See my horn's growing
Do it all completely knowing
?????????? get me going

It's just your angle one
It's just your tongue of fire
Your ravens of the night
Your soul that I dressier

It's what I make you feel
It's what I make you dream of
The serpent in my smile
Are waiting here to love you

(Chorus)

It's just that your the hellion
That's making me so reckless
It's just that I'm the dragon
That's leaving you so breathless

It's what you make me feel
It's what you make me dream of
This magic here is real
And it will no destroy us

(Chorus)

Even when, eyes are around
You can come
Make me feel like a vixen a star band
And you can't save me, from darkness
Cause it isn't every thing it's cracked up to be

I am your demon
--Sratching Post--

2002-05-04T19:03:00.000-07:00

Something I Can Never Have

i still recall the taste of your tears
echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears
my favorite dreams of you still wash ashore
scraping through my head til i don't want to sleep anymore
come on tell me
you make this all go away
you make this all go away
i'm down to just one thing and i'm starting to scare myself
you make this all go away
you make this all go away
i just want something
i just want something i can never have
you always were the one to show me how
back then i couldn't do the things that i can do now
this thing is slowly taking me apart
grey would be the color if i had a heart
come on tell me
you make this all go away
you make this all go away
i'm down to just one thing and i'm starting to scare myself
you make this all go away
you make this all go away
i just want something
i just want something i can never have
in this place it seems like such a shame
though it all looks different now, i now it's still the same
everywhere i look you're all i see
just a fading fucking reminder of who i used to be
come on tell me
you make this all go away
you make this all go away
i'm down to just one thing and i'm starting to scare myself
you make this all go away
you make this all go away
i just want something
i just want something i can never have
--NIN--

2002-05-04T18:38:00.000-07:00

Terrible Lie

hey God, why are you doing this to me?
am I not living up to what I'm supposed to be?
why am I seething with this animosity?
hey God, I think you owe me a great big apology.
Bridge: terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie
hey God, I really don't know what you mean.
seems like salvation comes only in our dreams.
I feel my hatred grow all the more extreme.
hey God, can this world really be as sad as it seems.
Bridge: terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie
Chorus: don't take it away from me.
I need someone to hold on to.
don't take it away from me.
I need someone to hold on to.
hey God, there's nothing left for me to hide.
I lost my ignorance, security and pride.
I'm all alone in a world you must despise.
hey God, I believed that promises, your promises and lies
Bridge: terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie
you made me throw it all away.
my morals left to decay.
how many you betray.
you've taken everything.
Bridge: terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie
my head is filled with disease.
my skin is begging you please.
I'm on my hands and knees.
I want so much to believe.
Chorus: don’t take it away from me.
I need someone to hold on to.
don’t take it away from me.
I need someone to hold on to.
I give you everything.
my sweet everything
hey God, I really don't know who I am.
in this world of piss.
--NIN

2002-05-04T17:47:00.001-07:00

I am a spoiled brat (if ya haven't noticed) I am suposed to be empathetic. I feel others emotions. But when I do i cowwer from the pain. I don't want anymore pain. I want my friends to be happy. I want things to be good again. I want good things to happen to all those i love and (ick) even those i dislike a great deal. I just want all this drama that keeps going on in our lives to stop. Problems big or small they are problems. All my problems are small petty ones. I can safley say that. I hate that I can't help those that are not good! I hate that I can't help. I hate that ppl underestimate me! I am not weak. Inexperinced yes....but that does not make me weak.
I love this song!
We're In This Together

We're In This Together

i've become impossible
holding on to when
when everything seemed to matter more
the two of us
all used and beaten up
watching fate as it flows down the path we
have chose
you and me
we're in this together now
none of them can stop us now
we will make it through somehow
you and me
if the world should break in two
until the very end of me
until the very end of you
awake to the sound as they pull apart the skin
they pick and they pull
trying to get their fingers in
well they've got to kill what they found
well they've got to hate what they fear
well they've got to make it go away
well they've got to make it disappear
the farther i fall i'm inside you
as lost as i get i will find you
the deeper the wound i'm inside you
for ever and ever i am a part of
you and me
we're in this together now
none of them can stop us now
we will make it through somehow
you and me
if the world should break in two
until the very end of me
until the very end of you
all that we were is gone we have to hold on
all that we were is gone we have to hold on
when all our hope is gone we have to hold on
all that we were is gone but we have to hold on
you and me
we're in this together now
none of them can stop us now
we will make it through somehow
you and me
even after everything
you're the queen and i'm the king
nothing else means anything

2002-05-04T17:47:00.000-07:00

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2002-05-04T17:40:00.000-07:00

Take the What Type of Friend are
You? quiz, and visit mutedfaith.com.
[Me.]

2002-05-03T18:17:00.000-07:00

Sneaker Pimps
Becoming X (1996)
Spin Spin Sugar

I'm everyone - I feel used,
I'm everyone - I need you,
I'm everyone - hang your label on me,
I'm everyone - Paint it black and white and easy,
I'm everyone - Sticks in me,
I'm everyone - Sticks with me,
I want perfection - I'm real need,
I've seen attention - See through me,
Call on me - Spin spin sugar
Crawl on me - Spin spin sugar
Stinks on me - Spin spin sugar
Twists for me - Spin spin sugar

I've seen attention - See through me,
I want perfection - I'm real need,
I'm everyone - Sticks in me,
I'm everyone - Sticks with me,
Call on me - Spin spin sugar
Crawl on me - Spin spin sugar
Stinks on me - Spin spin sugar
Twists for me - Spin spin sugar

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this is my fave song (well one of them) I is sooooooooooooooo awsome!

2002-05-03T18:02:00.000-07:00

Sneaker Pimps
Splinter (1999)
Flowers and Silence

We're always too always in doubt
Works on me
She's nowhere she mainlines helps me out
Now I can speak
Was heard not seen wasted nothing's free
Was black was bruised fucked up twenty two

I'm amazed you eat you sleep you function at all
'Cos my aim's so weak I'd fail to get into my arm

Was made the first to laugh
Tried but the tribute short changed kindness
Flowers and silence
Was made the first to laugh
Charmed but the weather broke me sober
I've never been colder

Seen braver seemed braver since then
But never been
No favors no saviors no sense
It's not in me
So nothing's free ghostdrunk out of reach
So action this cared less never missed
And you preach you teach did I learn you nothing at all
I'm too dumb to see but you stooped for someone this small

You'll always be closing me down denied me remind me I'm sold out
Just skin and teeth
Left black and bruised fucked up nothing new
Was heard not seen wasted so nothing's free

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Splinter

2002-05-03T17:53:00.000-07:00

Sneaker Pimps
Splinter (1999)
Half Life

Half life wastes before it goes
It's funny how your bee sting touch never leaves me whole
It's not enough to stay here almost trying
You keep your last laugh watch this dying
It's just half time vertigo
And if you want an answer I don't know

If you had completed me
Don't think I'd be pleased with you
Don't think I'd compete with you
With half of me to take

Half life nothing I'd call home
It's lucky how these phantom limb bee stings never show
It's not enough to leave this falling kindly
You burn my star down twice as brightly
It's just your half light undertow
But if you need forgiveness I don't know

Half light breaks with nothing wrong
Just a corner of my bed where you don't belong
It's kind of you to notice no one's dying
You choked your last laugh almost crying
It's just your half life long to know
And if you need a reason so it goes

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Splinter

2002-05-03T17:49:00.000-07:00

Take me down, 6 underground,
The ground beneath your feet,
Laid out low, nothing to go
Nowhere a way to meet
I've got a head full of drought,
Down here, so faroff losing out
Round here,

Overground, watch this space,
I'm open to falling from grace

Calm me down, bring it round
Too way high off your street
I can see like nothing else
In me you're better than I wannabe
Don't think 'cos I understand,
I care, don't think 'cos I'm talking we're friends,

Overground, watch this space,
I'm open to falling from grace

Talk me down, safe and sound
Too strung up to sleep
Wear me out, scream and shout
Swear my time's never cheap
I fake my life like I've lived
Too much, I take whatever you're given
Not enough,

Overground, watch this space,
I'm open to falling from grace

Awsome song--by the sneaker pimps

2002-05-03T17:39:00.000-07:00

Well today was unusually depressing for me...it started out really good...the anouncments were all cool with the magic music...(hero by nickel-spit-- heh heh i mean chad keroger featureing josey scott) and then i was all like blah this day is going in the krapper! I got really depressed in french class....*sigh* the one that I have eyes for is ( i believe) is not seeing me the same way...*sigh* man i really shouldn't go on like this! but this has happend to many times! all I want is for the person that I LIKE to like me back! is that to much to ask?!?!?!?!??!!!!!!!!!!!!????????? he had many of the characteuristics that i look for in a dude. tall smart funny pleasing to the eye...*sigh* maybe i'm looking in the wrong places. I think that I'm paying for the way i treated men in past lives. I wasn't that bad! gahhh! and now i don't always treat guys like bad....WHY THE HELL DOES IT NEVER WORK OUT FOR ME??!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!?????????????!???????!!!!!! *sigh* and the power puff girls are on now and it is makeing me happy. sort of......then my fave show daria is gonna come on....it shall make me giggle in my tummy.
well i must go...i'll prolly be back later....O.O

2002-05-02T17:57:00.000-07:00

Empathy
her innocence above me
today is dead she's around my head
between my history between my headphones
this is her home forever her home
but i can't be her brother
to empower her to become her
trawl through this forgiveness
my memory's so empathy low

this attitude beneath her
it's evident it denies us
proves herself to be closer
but not me forever not me

this sickness avoids all cure
imperfection my downfall
learn myself through symptoms
my memory's so
empathy low

Superbug
i aim to bug you on your vacancy
never complicate but you talk it cheap
you sense but you don't know
too lame to catch a cold
slowly the signs will read you dumb
surely the times will feel you numb
i know the pains you took to show me
and i'm nothing but your superbug for asking

i hate to bug you on your certainty
never compromise - you're just always weak
you care but you don't show
too proud to catch the flow

under all the truth and facts there's faith enough
if you can't live on love alone it isn't love

slowly the signs will read you dumb
surely the times will feel you numb
i know the depths you sunk to show me
i want the life the world still owes me
and i'm nothing but your superbug for asking
answer - stamp me out

and i'd love to break your fall but no-ones asking me
answer - stamp me out

slowly the signs will read you dumb
surely the times will feel you numb
i know the pains you took to show me
you said it hurts your head to know me
and i'm nothing but your superbug for asking
anwer - stamp me out

Splinter
i see you couldn't catch your breath
believe me it's all that it must be
you see i never said my piece
if only you left it that easy
fractured we have been since sometime sixteen
failure was on me but your ideals bore me
does it take the fireworks to make you look in wonder ?
would you give reaction to the cause i'm under ?
so coloured by you but your money messed it up
uncovered by you your monkey's longwhile had enough
you're like scissors in my coat
you're like splinters in my cup

i know you couldn't care me less
keep hoping it's all only token
you know i never had my say
if only you'd keep it that open
loser may have been but its so lost on me
splintered i will be when your peace breaks cheap
does it take the fireworks to make you look in wonder ?
would you give reaction to the cause i'm under ?
three colour blind you but your monkey messed it up
surrendered by you your monkey's longwhile had enough
you're like scissors in my coat
you're like splinters in my cup

2002-05-02T17:34:00.000-07:00

yo yo dogs! I have no idea if I'm ok.....tralallalalalalllllalallala

2002-05-02T17:23:00.000-07:00

Well I feel all nervous and worried that some dudly dude donesn't like me (yes i know sad pathethic horribly vally girl of me but yea SHUT UP OR I'LL KICK YOUR FACE IN!!...maybe o_O;;) well my friend Jill is gonna ask him and stuff...(i would ask him out if i knew what his feelings were for me so that if he doesn't i don't ruin a potential friendship) and i'm all sad cause my friend has no idea how much I love her! she is sooooooooo sad and depressed and she really deserves to be happy! she is one of my friends....we used to be close but over the last couple of years (i think 1 1/2) we have drifted. I want to be like we used to....we had this kind of unspoken thing between us. it was reallly cool we still have it but i feel like somethings different...only i can't put my finger on it but i know what it is kind of thing....O_O I hope she knows that her friendship always and will be special to me!
*sigh* no reason *sigh* I hope corey is ok! best wishes! he got his appendix taken out...owy! *huggles*getith better soonith...ith O_O

2002-04-30T08:41:00.000-07:00

Muahhahahhaha i'm in school! trallos! well it's lunch...i had food..the food is good...it makes me live....i made pants in my art class and they are nifty cool and they are a bitch to store! i dun know were to put them and they fall out of my locker. I was suposed to go and watch a rugby game with Gill....but it was canceled...i'm not much of a sport like person but i made an exception ^_~ heh heh heh....O_O i mean no! i ment nothing by that...O_O...*runs in furry*tralallalalallala
well i must be off...

2002-04-29T17:09:00.000-07:00

oOoO many many tests! heh o_O well tra lalallalalalla. ya know what i want something to happen to me that's really good! like that dude i like to suddenly ask me out or something! that would be awsome! cause i like him alot! and if he asked me out i would be very very happy! I want specificaly the guy that I want...not some random dude that likes me, but the one that I WANT! That would be the most awsome thing in the world! *sigh* hehehhehhehe Ahh things seem to be looking up! my friends have small problems but as far as I know things are going pretty well. I think for once things are going to fall into place with me. Man i really hope it's with the love and friend department. My insticts are sharpening, but i always seem to dout them for some reason....I need to just see what i feel and stop letting situations around me influence what I think or feel. I need to know what I know. If i do this I could be sucessful.

2002-04-29T16:54:00.000-07:00

*Take This Test!*

2002-04-29T16:51:00.000-07:00

You're Morticia Addams!

Take The Addams Family Test Here!

2002-04-29T16:48:00.000-07:00

Take The Mu$ic Biz Whore Test

2002-04-29T16:44:00.000-07:00

*Take This Test!*

2002-04-29T16:41:00.000-07:00

*Take The Wacky Racers Test!*

2002-04-29T16:39:00.000-07:00

*Take This Test!*

2002-04-29T16:24:00.000-07:00

Take the Desert Creatures Test!

2002-04-29T16:17:00.000-07:00

Which tarot card are you?
Really...is this saying something about something in my present situation right now? heh heh let's just hope so!

2002-04-26T21:02:00.000-07:00

yo yo...well its late..and I don't want to g2 bed...i'm a night owl....tralalallalala my compy is acting all scerwy...freezing and stuff.
today in art class i made a fabboo lamp and stepping stone...its all mosaic-ish....
ppl are makeing me mad and sad. they are nice at school but then you relize that icky stuff happens and they are really annoyed and you can't help because they won't let you....or they don't want any help....it makes me reallly mad cause their my friends and then they don't want any help when that's what they appear to need....i wouldn't say anything if they didn't need anything....i would just listen. listening is the best you can do sometimes. i can do that....quite well. and i'm sad cause my friend is leaveing me! but i relize that is the best for her. hey another of my friends is leaving me! all of them are leaveing....sometimes it feels as tho they are all leaving me and i'll be alone. *sigh*
And with the situation were I like that guy in my english and french class...gahh i realllly like him! but he is so hard to read! you think that you have him....then he does something that just confuses you! I really want to just say hey your really cool and i like you and yea...heh heh...but the lack of courage prevents me from doing so...but today he complemented my pants....but the thing is he likes tiny built chicks or so i'm told....lucky thing i am built tiny....i'm tall to...i not bad looking but i'm not a total hottie either. and alot of guys like girls who are pretty and skinny...well i am 50% of all of those....but i have this tendancy to be very independant....and i can do things for myself...thus the indepentance thing....but i dunno...he may like that....but whatever i am prepared for both outcomes....*sigh* i really want this to work out! I like him! he's nice and funny and..well goodlooking he's got alot of the qualities that i like....tall, sweet, funny *girly sigh*...heh heh heh....awww hes adorable! such a sweety! .....i'll stop now...O_O....
well by...

2002-04-26T20:16:00.000-07:00

Take The Scooby-Doo Test!

2002-04-26T19:54:00.000-07:00

Well I haven't been "blogging" o_O for awhile. due to the fact that my dad has to logg on for me now...due to stupid acts of my sister. anyway...nothing much,....to lazy to talk.....just do tests...gah i've become a drone!

2002-04-26T18:41:00.000-07:00

*Take The Ice Cream Flavour Test!*

2002-04-26T18:30:00.000-07:00

huh? really?

Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amazing, practical,
and always interesting.

someone who is constantly the center of attention,
but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it go to their head.

They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding,

someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out.

2002-04-26T18:21:00.000-07:00

Goth? really? well not like its a bad thing...i just thoght that i would get....crazy chick who scream the bats the bats in french class...i did that today....heh heh heh...

2002-04-26T18:20:00.000-07:00

Take the What High School
Stereotype Are You? quiz, by Angel.

2002-04-26T18:13:00.000-07:00

gahh more tests! hehehehehe i love them!

I'm a Wind Spiriti

2002-04-21T12:25:00.000-07:00

no no he is still my friend tho

2002-04-21T12:24:00.000-07:00

I am so mad! a "friend" of mine hacked into my account and changed my password then he gave me a new one so i had to phone him and get the new one he gave me and then i had to change everything! grrrrr! I am annoyed!

2002-04-21T09:56:00.000-07:00

Well good sort of freaking morning....I really really dislike sundays! *grrr* the make my tummy angry! OMG! man I posted alot of useles poo poo yesterday night! lol....well I was doing some tests and looking up some lyrics from a band that I like ....there really gooda but I can't seem to find their cd anywere....
Gah i'm doing my english essay! it's really stupid! It's on the novel "Lord of the Flies" it's a horribly boring book...and apparently I'm writing one of the hardest choises....I didn't think so when I picked it out....and now that i'm writing it I still don't think so.
Everybody is getting angry and mad. One of my major pet peeves people who think that they know me after such a short period of time. that really really makes me want to rip there eyes out and rub glass shards over them and then pour lemon juice in there wounds. "frist I'll cut of your right foot followd by your left. then I will proceed to cut off your left leg again followed by your right. then I will cut off your right arm again followed by your left. Then I will proceed to cut off your lips then your nose and gouge out your eye and then I will leave your ears so that you can hear the shrieks and crys of mothers with their babies. They will be screaming: MY GOD WHAT IS THAT THING!...and I will answer the PAIN!" that is more or less Wesly talking to Prince Humperdink from the movie "the Princess Bride. yes that's what I picture myself doing to people who say they know me when in actual fact they know dick all about me, because I yet have to find myself! I also hate it when people underestemate what they think I will do. I am timid I DO know that! and I really hate to get into trouble at home. so therefore I don't do stupid things were I know I will get into trouble for! All I have to say to them is the way the world underestimates me will be my greatest weapon!(said by calista flockheart...btw i'm not a fan of her i just think that quote from her was reallly powerful. they say I won't do it and they say that i'm weak. I know it's suposed to "try" and push me out of my "emotional shell" but that just makes me cower even futher into it. Just because most have gone through stuff and have more shiz-nit going on in their lives does not mean that I am any less. May be I read into things and may be i'm seeing what their not willing to say or even I might not be seeing the whole picture. I figure they want to "help" but it's hard to help when they yell! My thinking was that when people yell is that the person that their triing to contact is a distance away or that when they yell they because they are so overcome with anger that they have no other way of getting it across.....o yea or they have terrible self volume controll...o_O now I figure that they mean well but when they do things like this (me being horribly sensitive...that prolly has a factor to...o_O) it hurts! I hate yelling! and when they yell when they try to help it just doesn't make any sence! it's so.....gag!!......well one it's horribly surprising! you come to them with a problem and they yell at you like you've killed someone.....well know i'm all worked up because i'm also on a message borad and were talking about stupid ppl.....
*grrrrrrrr* I've got to go now......
i'll be back later!

2002-04-20T19:53:00.000-07:00

Hello....its late...i'm not suposed to be on...heh heh heh.........well any way hope this works!

2002-04-20T16:48:00.000-07:00

WOW I did alot of tests! well when I do tests...sometimes it's hard for me to stop....sometimes I can go a little overborad!
Surry!

2002-04-20T16:14:00.000-07:00

A DOG! I'M A DOG!

discover what candy you are @ stvlive.com

*sigh* I don't get any!

BLUE

You give your love and friendship unconditionaly. You enjoy long, thoughful conversations rich in philosophy and spirituality. You are very loyal and intuitive.

Find out your color at Stvlive.com!

Take the Concubine Quiz at Scared Ducky!

2002-04-20T16:04:00.000-07:00

Future's Fire
Some things I've seen
can't compare to my worst dream
(And) that hazy moon
will be ash in the wind real soon.
You can call me a liar
(You) called it out and started a fire (the fire, the fire, the fire)

Even though (the fire, the fire)
It'll burn a hole inside you
Even though (the fire, the fire)
is soon to burn out baby

After dark is day
I know it hurts but we're here to stay
Everything I did
to this point I know I have to shout it (out)
(and) I just can't stop
The fire, the fire, the fire

Even though (the fire, the fire)
it'll burn a hole inside you
Even though (the fire, the fire)
it's soon to burn out baby
Even though (the fire, the fire)
it'll burn a hole inside you
Even though (the fire, the fire)
is soon to burn out baby

And who's to say we're going away
or even start a fire
And who's to say we'll go up in flames
or even die out
And who's to say there will even be another day
'Cause we all know where the wind blows
so we can run for cover
(Fire, the fire)

Even though (the fire, the fire)
It'll burn a hole inside you
Even though (though), it's soon to burn out baby
baby, baby, baby
baby, baby, baby

What Psych-Ward do you belong to?
Seriously! am I?..O_O

2002-04-20T16:00:00.000-07:00

yellow i wouldn't have thought so!

2002-04-20T15:58:00.000-07:00

Which Marauder are YOU? by Britt

ROTFLMAO! heh heh heh I can't believe that I got Snape! gah! tray theses are adictive!

You're kind of plain. Nothing amazing. But hey, that's not always a bad thing.

2002-04-20T15:53:00.000-07:00

People Like Us
People on the run again
can you see the bright light in the night
Levitation of the nation
'Cause they can
Heard they went to a better place, a place that we all know
ya right,
Apparently those certain dreams

Chorus:
Secret people, we are super1
Catch me if you can!
People like us, let's fight until the end
Yeah I'll teach you what I've heard about, my friend

25 feet inside that's the space they left for me
Come on by
My mind's was so slow
So was time.
I'm paranoid but not afraid
I feel it's time to go, I don't know
I can't remember what I won't forget

Chorus
(I said!!..)
People like us, let's fight until the end
Yeah I'll teach you what I've heard about, my friend

Oh, I learned too much, I've seen too much
Oh, I know too much, I've seen too much
Let me go, let me go, let me go
(let me go) (let me go)
let me go
Let me go! Let me go!
let me go (x4)
let me be
Oooo this song by the band Cleavage really decribes me alot!

2002-04-20T15:41:00.000-07:00

I am an Asteroid.

I am a drifter. I go where life leads, which makes me usually a very calm and content sort of person. That or thoroughly apathetic. Usually I keep on doing whatever I'm doing, and it takes something special to make me change my mind. What Video Game Character Are You?

Yea right....I don't think describes me all that well...cause I change my mind at rapid speeds....although I can be quit content tho...

2002-04-20T15:17:00.000-07:00

I just g2 say that in Interveiw with the vampire Brad Pitt looks damn fine! I normaly don't like him....but he had those amazing eyes and that vamy mistque about him that I just couldn't deny. Same with that show "Vampire high" one of the vampires (I think that his name is Joris...something or other) But anyway he is a nice peice of tail as well! ^_~ many of the vamps that I have seen are very sexy like!
well just had to say that....O_O

2002-04-20T14:55:00.000-07:00

EEK I ment to say "or should I say good afternoon" well anyway after I wrote this I went back to sleep then I woke up at 3:30 and looked out my window and saw a robin.(It was male I think cause it had a red brest) It was catching a worm. It was intesting cause it was so simple, not like things today..today everything is so complex and stupid even the simplest thing is so difficult.
I was supposed to g2g to my friend eric's today with others of my friends but I decided not to, cause I feel like bad (I think it's my period..and I hate going to ppls houses when I have my reg!) and I just wanted some time to myself...just so that I could veg and do whatever..and I want to watch my shows tonight...another part about veging! ME ME ME ME ME ME ME ME! I love me! *couph couph* well anyway things are ok....they could be better...but I'm still alive. People are crazy! ahh but they are my friends and I love them no matte what!
On Thursday I was sitting on my bed cause I was figuring things out and everything just seemed to make perfect sense! Everything seemed to have its place and I knew that things would get better sooner rather than later. But just now I think that if things get better quickly then they cause more pain that needed...I guess that is the price we must pay for our pains and broken hearts to go away quicker.

2002-04-20T10:34:00.000-07:00

Good morning!....or should I say good morning!? Gah people at my house are yelling *grr* I hate yelling and it's all about the internet! Im tallest so shouldn't I out rank them?! well g2g

2002-04-19T19:11:00.000-07:00

test test.....hello guestbook?!

2002-04-19T19:00:00.000-07:00

Welcome to my rants and my raveings of everyday life! Well let me tell all of you a little about me....
Name:Shannon
Nicknames:Shann, Shanny, Myst
Age:16
Date of Birth: November 16.1985
Location: Right like I would tell any of you!
Hair: light brown!
eyes: blue, green, gray, and when I cry they are bright blue (it's really pretty)
Height:5'8 or 5'9
Wieght: 120lbs.
Favorite Color: all and plaid and shinny
Likes: My friends, my cat, Nature, painting, creating works of art, english class (heh heh) astrology, palmistry, learning, me, music, movies, my friends *ahem*...Relit heh heh heh (you know what i'm talkin about jill! ) magick, comics, tv, Vinncent LaRusso, Sleeping, Anime,traveling....
Dislikes: Racists, Sexists, Hypocrits, Ignorant ppl, Natzi's, pop music, bad acting, fake ppl, ppl who make my friends cry, ppl who make me cry, yelling, arguing, Van Gouph,
Music:NIN, Medival Babes, Cleavage, Godsmack, The Hives, White Strips, Jimmy Eat World, Sneaker Pimps, Barn and Barns, Kittie, Tullie, Bif Naked, Jack off Jill, B52's, The Chemical Brothers, Basicaly any hade core rave music, eve, The Tea Party, Yanni, Loreena MicKenant, Sum 41, MxPx, Sex Pistols,The Ramones, System of A Down, Korn, AAF, Linkin Park, Andrew W.K., A.F.I., Robin Black and the Intergalatic Rock Stars, and many many others.
Marital Staus: Single *sigh* but I got my eye on something heh heh....
Well that gives you a little insight to what I am sota like....